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chinese new year

2006-01-30T23:08:00.000-08:00

this year's chinese new year was boring as usual...i spent my new year's eve at garvin's place with jing and santy...our reunion dinner is dinner with all the people who don have relatives in singapore...haha...so we prepared our own dinner...jing cooked fried rice and vege...i cooked soup...then santy was the dish washer...haha... garvin, his mum and granny went to his uncle's house for dinner...so we were at his house preparing dinner while they were not in...we spent about 2 hours cooking...
haha...they came back about 7.30pm...then they had their 2nd dinner...all the food was nice...surprisingly my soup tased ok...haha...don came to his place around 9pm..
we didn't know what to do so we played boggles...played awhile then we watched vcd...the doll master...haha...jing was scared like donno what...santy said she watched before...but she was abit scared too...then when she went to the toilet, i went to off the light...then she screamed...haha...after that we all went to tim quek house to wish him happy birthday and new year...we went at 12.30pm so we were their first new year visitor...wahaha...the next day...me jing and santy went to garvin's place again...after that went to toa payoh to watch memoirs of geisha...then went to mos to eat...then went garvin house again!!! then played boggles again!!! played until 11.30 then i went home coz i wanted to watch soccer...hehe...yesterday i met garrick and amos at toa payoh...after that we went j8...but still can't find things to do as the shops were mostly closed...so we went cafe cartel to eat...then after that took a cab down to mustafa...wah the mustafa centre really alot of things...after walking finish the mustafa centre...we went to desker red light district to walk walk...wah the people there...most of them r like 40 or 50 years old...after walking finish i didn't felt like walking there again...wahaha...after that me and amos went home...garrick went out with his fren...today...i just woke up not long ago...i wonder what will i be doing...wahaha...

can't sleep...so i updated...haha...

2005-12-09T11:07:00.000-08:00

hmmm...recently i'm quite bored...really nothing to do...frens all working or got sch...so is rather hard to meet and go out...it's been ages since i last played bball with my sch frens...hmmm...is really boring...oh yah...i'm going back to japan on 21st of december...until 8th jan...so that means i'm gonna miss the x'mas service and thanksgiving...haizzz...after come back i plan to work...but donno at where...haiz...watched saw 2 on monday...was as sick as saw 1...but i think the first show was better...i wanted to watch chicken little...but i'm yet to hear a positive comment from anyone...haha...but the song is cute...i like it...but i find it annoying when i sit down at mac and they keep on playing the song...anyway what's mac got to do with chicken little? sponsor or what? haha...so bored man...my blog don even have song...haiz...can someone teach me how to put? haha...that time i got put...but the thing can't be played after 1 month coz i didn't do something...haiz...saddening...if not i can put my jap oldies there...wahaha...shu ming said i look like japanese soldier from ww2 when she first saw me...got so bad meh? haizzzzzzzzzz...but she said i don look fierce anymore :-)...izzit coz i look old now? xin er called me uncle...yah maybe to her i'm uncle liao...haizzz...even my mum said i look older now...got the adult face...so should i be sad or happy? haiz...19 liao...next year 20...garvin can't wait for me to join the 20s club... last night had dinner with clara...she is as tanned as usual...she got a major shock when she heard that i want to go to nyp nursing course next time...infect she froze for a moment...haha... maybe someone who is reading this may get a shock too...but YES i want to go to nursing course...haha..
i feel that is a nice job and i want to do it...wahahahahahahaha...

unbelievable!!!

2005-11-18T01:10:00.000-08:00

this monday i woke up at 5.45 am and went to changi airport to send xie wei off...coz i was worried as she said she don even know how to check in...sabrina and santy was supposed to go also...but they didn't!!! santy had choir practice at 9am...so no choice...but sabrina overslept!!! then ended up only me...when she was checking in and weighing her lugguage...guess what...her lugguage was 28kg!!! the maximum amount of weight they allow is 23kg!!! so is 5kg over...so she had to either pay $80 or remove 5kg from her lugguage and ask someone to carry back...she didn't had $80...so she opened her lugguage to take out some stuff...i was shocked when i saw the inside man...she brought 3 super big bibles...and bible files...and many more things...i was like...3 bibles? for what? so she removed 2 bibles...the bible files...and the singapore curry from pica deli (3 boxes)!!! then put all on the floor and she went to check in again...after removing soooo many things...the lugguage finally marked 22.8kg...but after solving one problem...here comes the new one...i donno how to deal with the things she removed...i had to bring back!!! but i don have any bag or what...and there i was standing beside pile of books and files and curry boxes which weighs 5kg...i seriously had no idea...just thought of going to some shop and buy something then ask for a big bag...BUT...out of the blue...an old man came to me...and passed me a very big plastic bag...ask me to put those things inside...i was like...WHAT?? THANK GOD!!! haha...so i put all the things into the bag...xie wei had finished checking in and everything seems fine...until she asked me where should she go when she reach china...where she go and take her lugguage...when i heard that i almost faint...i just told her to follow the croud when she reached china...coz i can't do anything more...so i just sent her off at the departure there...here comes ANOTHER problem...she didn't know where to go...i was like...AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! i asked her how she come singapore in first place...she told me that time her dad did everything...so she donno...i was really lost man...i donno what to do...coz i can't in any further...so i just asked her to see the sign board...and there were monks who taking the same plane as well...so i told her follow the monks...haha...but thank God...she reached china without any problem after that... but well...that's the first part of my unforgettable day...after sending her off...i carried 5kg plastic bag in the airport...like some insane guy...i carried the bag and i took the bus from airport to yishun...from there i walked to bus interchange and took 851...imagine carrying super big bag which r filled with books and files and curry on the street and taking the bus!!! and the pastic bag was transparent!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! but well...i took 851...i thought not many people will board the bus at that time...true enough...only few people board the bus at interchange...so i sat at the usual place where i will seat (corner of extreme back)...then i put the bag beside me...then as bus travels...more and more people boarded the bus...i had to put the 5kg bag on my laps...for most of my journey!!! then by the time it reach my house there...the bus was full...packed!!! so i had to carry the the extremely big bag through the crowd in such a narrow space...i had to say sorry sorry excuse me pls...and everyone was like looking at me!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll never forget that day!!! that i carried 5kg of books,files and curry boxes in a transparent bag from airport!!!

got back my zen micro!

2005-10-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

hmm...last friday i finally got my zen micro...the connection part for the earphone was faulty so i sent to repair like one month ago...i thought the repairing fee is about $50...but think God it was still under warranty and is free of charge! well after they went to check my zen micro...they found out that is faulty inside and so they said they will give me a brand new zen micro instead of repairing it!!! but at that point of time they didn't had the stock...so they said they'll call...but 2 weeks have passed and still no sign...so i called them...they said they needed another 2 weeks!! haiz...so last week i called them again...and once again...still don have my green colour 5gb zen micro...so i really thought of complaining...then before i said anything the operator asked me whether i mind any other colour...i said any colour will do...coz aiya colour only mah...then the operator said they r giving me a 6gb wan...then i was like...
ohhhhhh...how nice of them...wahaha...then she asked me what colour i want...i said any colour will do then she helped me chose a white colour zen micro...so i got free upgrading...wahaha...

jap oral

2005-10-05T21:03:00.000-07:00

today i had my o level jap oral...i was kinda scared coz i donno the standard of it...and i donno what is the format like...actually there were supposed to be 11 people sitting for oral in my room...but only 6 people turned up...haha...then i was the last!!! i waited like donno what...extremely bored...then i didn't bring my phone...so can't even sms people...i waited about 1 hour plus...then when i saw the passage i was like 'wah...standard so high'...thank God i wasn't beyond my level...that i couldn't understand...i managed to read all...but i was quite scared what they will ask for conversation...i scared they ask me hard questions...but again...thank God for easy conversation...they ask me questions like what's my hobby lah what i want to be in future lah blah blah...haha...so i think i should not have problem scoring high for my oral...but i scared my other papers man...wahaha...o level is giving me stress...haiz...

red eye

2005-09-08T22:59:00.000-07:00

well...recently i really have nothing to blog about...is really boring...BUT!!! today i wanna blog about something...today i went to watch movie with grace and shoon... shoon suggested watching red eye...so we watched red eye at ps...and while watching the movie and after watching the movie...i felt like throwing my pop corn on her... it was such a lousy movie...totally don make sense...and it's boring!!! i cant believe i spent $7 on watching that kind of stupid movie...but ok lah...i forgive her coz she gave me a bday present...a watch! haha...it's a little big for me though...i still love it... and shoon if u r reading this...pls pls choose a better movie next time...haha...other then that i really have nothing to write liao...boring.......................

SLIPKNOT!!!

2005-08-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

well this week is another boring week...i'm quite sick of it already...BUT yesterday was a special day coz i went to slipknot's live at fort canning park...the live was awesome! i wore a white polo t there and was a total mistake...coz most of the people there wore black...then i'm like so extra there...haha...then people were jumping like crazy...people bang on to me many times...haiz...but the live was really great...if they come again i will get a better ticket next time...haha...after that i felt a bit hungry...so i went to nilai kanai to eat...when i was eating the staff there came and talk to me... so we chit chat...after that the boss came and talk to me...so we chit chat again...the boss asked me to join dragon boat...wahaha...so i chat with them until 12.30...then took a cab home...today i woke up at 2pm...ate my breakfast and went to nyp for tuition... bro joseph thought me math...now it's really time for me to do some studying... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................................

hmmm...

2005-08-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm...nothing much to blog actually...nothing much happened this 2 weeks...just doing the same old stuffs...everyday zhui sheng mong shi lifestyle...haiz...nvm... premiere league is starting tomoro...atleast i will have something to watch on weekends now...2 days ago was amos's birthday...tomoro is weili's birthday...so today we went to taka seoul garden to eat...the service was just horrible...we wanted to reserve the whole row...but they said got other people reserved...so we asked those people can we change seats anot...they agreed! but the manager said one of the table is reserved by other people...who r not there yet...so we suggested that just give them another table we had since they only reserved 1 and they didn't specify which table they wanted...but the manager said cannot...haiz...some people r just not flexible enough...so we had to sit separate...didn't get to know weili's sch frens...and was like 2 diff groups of people...thanx to the fantastic service! haiz...after that went cine to play pool awhile...then went home...tomoro must wake up at 9am to play bball...haiz
...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................................

sian...

2005-07-30T17:00:00.000-07:00

i have not been blogging coz yet again i have nothing much to write...but i think i should update atleast once a week...so i'm here typing...well it's another really boring week...nothing much happened...went to spaggadies with sis py and timq to celebrate sis py bday...well was fun...we chat alot...and oh yah...i've finally clean my room! i really wanna thanx my mum for helping me sweep the floor and arrange those things...well i took like 6 hours to throw all the unwanted things and clear all the books...for those people who came to my house before should know what i'm talking about...wahaha...is like totally diff room now...i'm so happy...hehe...then thursday was grace's bday...went to her house to celebrate her bday...half of them got drunk,,, lucky i only drank 2 glass of red wine...but the red wine i drank...was revitalising wine her mother used to drink after she gave birth...then i was like...ermmm...wahaha... but nvm lah...i revitalised as well...today was a bad day...i slipped and fell while i was playing ball coz the sole of my bball shoe have worn out...then i hit my chin...then i cut my lips...bleed alot sia,..haha... but now ok liao...lucky my teeth were strong... haha...now i must go and get a new pair of bball shoe...haiz...sian...

hmmm...

2005-07-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

well i have not been updating my blog for sometime coz i have nothing much to write...haha... but just now when i was updating...and almost finish typing...my com had problem and i had to retype everything again!!! argh!!! but anyway...here's what happened in the past few weeks... i went to ktv with ethel and her frens to celebrate her 20th birthday...well she's old now...wahaha
...then went to chalet for a little reunion with my sec sch frens last week...well 2/3 of the time we were playing mahjong...unbelievable...then today went to air port at 7am to send hui shan off to australia...garvin must be sad...haha...after that me su ting and garvin went tampines to eat breakfast...after eating took a cab to bishan and su ting went home...i went to garvin's house awhile...then while i was walking home...i was caught in the rain...but was drizzling so i just continued walking...then i saw my neighbour...he was on his way to fetch his grand daughter i think...he said...no umbrella ah? then i said it's ok the rain not heavy...then walked for 1 more minute and it started to pour...haiz...i thought since my house is nearby wet nvm...but my mp3player and hp were in my pockets...so i decided to rest under a block until the rain subcide abit...i waited for like 30min...then the rain subcide...so i walked home...when i reach home i was quite wet...so immediately took a hot shower...shiok sia...haha...i was dead tired and wanted to sleep immediately...but i went to play com first...haha...i finally completed my jigsaw puzzle... now it's hanging on my wall...haha...after that fall asleep...woke up at 8pm...eat dinner until 10.30pm...wahaha...tomoro i must stay at home until 3pm coz my mum bought some new furniture...haiz...sian...

i'm back!!!

2005-07-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

well...i've not been blogging for donno how long coz i was at japan...and now i'm finally back in singapore...wahaha...japan was great...the food there were awesome... i ate alot...but still never gain much weight...guess my doctor is going to nag at me... wahaha...2nd week of my stay i went to kyoto with my mum...took shinkansen there...then while waiting for the train to come i was eating noodle at the station...
then got one train suddenly zoom pass the station like matrix...i could feel the vibration from the noodle shop...then when i came out from the shop another train zoom passed us...wah the wind was super strong...if i wear cap my cap surely will fly...
then from there spent 2 hours travelling in train to kyoto...then went to see those temples...wah those temples were really cool man...the scenery and things there were awesome...then actually at night go home wan...but tired liao so stayed one night there...then reached home next day...then at japan i stay at my grandparents house and sleep and eat everyday...wahaha...my grandmother's cooking is best in the world...then 3rd week i went to hokkaido myself...wah i spent 10 hours travelling to sapporo...wah really super far...then at sapporo i spent everyday eating and looking at those famous things...then 2nd day at hokkaido i went to asahikawa zoo...wah the zoo there is huge...somemore is on a hill...going around makes me very tired... wahaha...then last day i went to hakodate...wah there sell sea food like singapore sell chicken rice like that...everywhere also sea food...then i bought many things there... wahaha...then i took the night train to tokyo...reach tokyo liao wah i really super tired...rest the whole day...then after a few days came back to singapore liao...now i'm slowly going back to my normal life...wahaha...

i'm finally out...

2005-05-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

i didn't online for like 1 month coz i was having my last chemo therapy which is called high dose... had to go to hospital for that for 5 consecutive days...everyday from 9 to 5...so came home very tired so never come online...so i started it on the day after labour day holiday...had my last dose on saturday...then rested on sunday...again i was tired...so i didn't online...monday i went to hospital for my bone marrow transfusion...then while i was waiting for my bone marrow to come up to hospital...sister tay prayed for me...then the bone marrow transfusion began...then my mother went to buy something...starting was ok...then i tried to sleep but i couldn't...donno why...then when i opened my eyes i saw sister tay sitting on the chair and looking at my bone marrow...she said my bone marrow very thick so taking very long time...that time i was feeling kinda weird...like not feeling very well...awhile later i was having a bad stomach cramp and severe headache...i told sister tay my stomach and head pain...she said it will cause stomach cramp and headache coz the blood from my body will run to stomach and head...then it became really very pain...cannot stay still...sister tay immediately called doctor over...so doctor and every nurses in that clinic was surrounding me...then the admin person brought an oxygen tank so that i can breathe easily...then they injected me with the pain killer...wah that time i really cannot make it...was really very xing ku...then they put some medicine under my tongue...i didn't have the energy to ask what medicine was that...then sister tay told me is to make me feel better...when she told me that i couldn't even react...sister told me to open my eyes to let her see...i managed to open my eyes for couple of seconds...all i could do was just lie down and trying to breathe and enduring my pain waiting for it to gone...then awhile later i opened my eyes again...sister tay told me when the doctor came again i was sleeping and everyone was reliefed that i managed to sleep...actually i didn't know that i fell asleep...infect i lost consciousness might be more appropriate...then sister tay told me the 2nd bag is going to finish soon...i was soooooo reliefed and happy when i heard that...but again i could'nt react much...only managed to nod my head this time as i was feeling a little better...oh yah about my mother...she came back to hospital when i was suffering with oxygen tank and blue medicine under my tongue and mouth half opened...so she was kinda shocked...but she knew nothing worse will happen to me as she trust the doctor and the nurses and ofcourse me...wahaha...then finally the 2nd bag finished...but sister tay say must rest first and leave whenever i can...so i just rested there...for donno how long...there wasn't any pain anymore but there wasn't any energy for me either...then i realised was 6pm...the clinic were supposed to close at 5pm...but everyone stayed to 6pm just for me... and yet sister tay said no need to rush i can stay until anytime i want...then she asked other nurses to go home...then i said i can go home now...so everyone left the clinic together...sister tay accampanied me to the taxi stand...luckily my taxi came fast...then went home...even walking was hard for me...so i just washed my hands my feet and went to my to lie down...didn't eat anything as usual...relax while went to sleep...woke up about 5.30am to go toilet...then when i came out from the toilet...i black out collapsed...then when i realised i was lying on the floor...my mum and dad was around me...then i slowly start to feel the pain...but thank God i didn't knock my head...then i couldn't sleep anymore...just waiting for morning to come to go hospital...when i went out of my house i was really like a walking dead...can't walk properly...the man on the lift was shocked sia...haha...then when i was walking to where my father's car is...i had to go down 5 steps of stairs...but i couldn't go down coz i was starting to see nothing...so my father and mother supported me...when reach hospital nurse had to push me with wheel chair...then the doctor said my blood preassure is too low...that's why i black out...so he admitted me to hospital...at first he requested a single bedder for me...but don have at that moment...so i went to double... then that day afternoon they shifted me to single bedder...then at first i no energy watch tv... so at doube never on...then when i on my tv at sgine bedder wah i realised got hbo and espn... then i was quite happy coz atleast got movies and some sports matched to watch...first few days i was like living dead...only lie down watch tv, eat, go toilet, sleep...then after a few days i got more energy...started to sms people or call people...i didn't wanted people to visit me as i was tired and was not good for me to get in contact with many people...but on sunday garvin and hui shan came to visit me...coz aiya i know garvin so long...nvm lor...then since hui shan came also...ok lor anyway i had energy that day...haha...then we 3 were talking and watching frighteners at same time...wahaha...garvin left about 1 and half hours later coz he had to book in in the evening...then i stayed until friday then i went home...wah at hospital they didn't even allow me to bath coz my blood pressure too low...only allowed me to wipe myself...and they didn't even allow me to brush teeth coz my platelet was low...so they gave me mouth wash to guggle...wah after 11 days of stay at hospital i realised that home is the best...at hospital every 3 hours the nurses come and measure my temperature and blood preassure...that i understand coz is their job...but some nurses r really senile...i told them to off the light when they leave the room at night...they never...then i coudn't sleep...some even worse never even close door when they leave...every morning and night they have to give injection on my stomach...that injection i did it before to myself many times...and i had it many many times at the clinic i go to...all no blue black...at ward one of the nurse gave me a blue black on my stomach and is still there!!! i think my injection skills r better then some of them...then one young nurse made me push 2 drip stands to the toilet!!! that was really tiring...then i asked other nurse to remove one of the stand...i think the younf nurse got scolded...hehe...the food was sick...only the people who bring food for me were polite and niceand every morning at 7.30am they will come and wake me up...asking me whether they can change my bed shhet anot...i was like...what? and i replied later pls...somethings r really unbelievable...luckily i'm out now...wahaha...then now everyday i go back to the clinic...i feel much safer there...haha...now my blood counts and pressure r coming up...now i'm half asleep but managed to blog...hehe...hopefully i can get a good rest soon...

drunk born dream dead

2005-04-22T02:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm...this week was kinda boring...everyday live drunk born dream dead lifestyle (zui sheng mong shi)wahaha...everyday sleep at about 3-4am...sometimes even 5-6am...then wake up around 3 plus...so my day is kinda short...wahaha...then everyday eat 2 meals only...wah then i think i lost weight again...now 47.7kg...hehe...today i went to hospital coz my toe pain then swallen...so went to see doctor...then sister tay helped me cut away the meat and put some cream...wah pain sia...haha...to squeeze out the dragon she use needle to poke my toe sia...wah... haha...then after that she explained to me about my high dose...it starts on 3rd may...haha...then when she said i must go around 8.30am everyday...then i was like...wah so early...but nvm lah... then she continued..."then is until about 4-5pm"...then i was like HUH???...so she asked me to bring some books or discman or what...she said if i got laptop can bring...haha...but too bad lah i don have...i think i will just sleep there lah...wah about 8 hours leh...buay tahan sia...but nvm...5 days of treatment...then no more chemo le...then the next 2 weeks r for my blood counts to increase back to normal...so i don think i can see my frens during may...but after that my treatment will be finally over...wahaha...

bone marrow harvesting

2005-04-16T01:19:00.000-07:00

well here's recap from what happened since tuesday...tuesday i went to party world ktv with amos,mb,foo seng and justin...coz amos got discount voucher..then we sang like...donno what...from sad songs can become funny songs...from romantic songs became like some havoc...haha...but overall was fun lah...anyhow sing wan...then one of the mic abit faulty...then very soft...so when i use that mic my fren can shout louder then using the mic...wahaha...after ktv went to jap fast food restaurant called kobayashi at cineleisure...well the food...not say very nice...but cheap lah...haha... then wed me,mb and amos wanted to go to ssdcl to check out on information about motorbike license...but was raining heavily...and we don wan to get wet...so we went to cineleisure to watch 3 iron...wah the show very quiet...the whole movie the main actor never say a single word...then main actress only said..."i love u" and "breakfast is ready"...haha...was kinda weird movie...but was quite nice actually...worth the $6.50...then on thursday i went to moe to check whether my science thing was approved anot...but the person told me they won't tell us so fast...if need anything they will call me...or i can call them again next week...after that i went amk play game awhile...then went home to eat...haha...today was i did my bone marrow harvesting...
i was kinda nervous at first coz i'll be going to operation theatre and will be undergoing general anaesthesia...but when time near by i became rather excited...ha ha...was wondering how's the feeling like to go through general anaesthesia... then when i went into the operation theartre...they ask me to breath in and out slowly the gas so that i can fall asleep...then i thought it will go slowly mah...then when i started to breath in the gas...i became very blur...then suddenly...the nurse ask me wake up... then i was like..huh? coz very very blur...then the nurse told me finish already...then i was like...wah so fast ah? haha...then that was about 3.40pm...then went back to my ward...lied down there until 7.30...then actually i got cg today...but was at 6.30... then i thought maybe i could catch the last part...so i took a cab...but too bad when i reached they just finished...haha...so tomoro i'm going to another cg...hehe... wah now my back aching...coz got 3 holes...haha...then the plaster gigantic sia...haha... now still quite early for me but donno why tired...maybe coz of the anaesthesia...haha
...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz............

i'm so screwed!!!

2005-04-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!! i'm kinda screwed...last sat i received a letter from SEAB...asking me to submit supporting document for my science subject by 6th april...then i was like...HUH??? today is 9th april and ask me to submit by 6th april or my application for my science will be deleted? then at night liao mah...so cannot call...so i waited until today...then i called them the person asked me to send them the supporting document asap...then i was like...what is supporting document? i thought only for ite students? so i went to MOE...then i told them i received a letter last sat... then the man ask whether the science thing still open anot...then the other person said yes... then i was quite reliefed...then i passed him my result slip...then the problem is that my science grade is absent...so maybe need a supporting document...if i got E8 and above i no need anything...but haiz...then they also donno mah...so he called the officer in charge but the officer in charge was not at his desk today!!! then i had to write letter for him explaining that i came here today lah blah blah...then he copied my result slip and the letter...then he said if anything they will contact me...then i'm kinda scared that they will just delete my application for science... if i can use english,chinese,japanese,math and humans to go poly...i'm not scared at all...but i scared they say cannot use 3 languages...haiz...stressed!!!

bone marrow test

2005-04-07T04:54:00.000-07:00

hmmm...today woke up at 8.30am and went to hospital...coz today got bone marrow test...so went early...wah the test was quite pain sia...haha...although the doctor got use anesthesia he poke the bone so still got the weird feeling...then after the test i turn and saw the needle he used...then wah so thick!!! looks more like a drill to me... then during the test i can feel the needle is sucking something from my bone...then the hole there now still abit aching...after the test went home...ate something then went to sleep...slept from 11+ to 4.30pm...haha...then wake up liao ate something again...after that play game awhile then went to millenia walk to have dinner with some of the cg people...coz friday garvin going army...so farewell dinner...haha...dom was there too...haha...wah the food was rather ex...but the portion alot...haha...after that went home...play game then watched football...tomoro(infect later) i'll be rotting at home...haha...then friday morning go hospital to reveal my bone marrow result... then after that go send garvin off...now is like 5am...but i'm not really sleepy...
wahahaha...

quite fun day

2005-04-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

initially i was supposed to meet garvin and don about 1pm today...but in the end i woke up about 2++...wahaha...then it was drizzling outside...so i went to eat my breakfast/lunch...then went to spc to buy tidbits and then went to garvin's house... coz his house today got steamboat...then ask me buy tidbits and ice-cream but i donno how many people so i didn't buy...in the end i reached at about 5...was super late...haha...then eat awhile...then went to cineleisure to meet lishi...then waited for kar kit, ming wen and cai yun to come...actually we supposed to meet at somer set mrt at 6.30...then lishi reached cineleisure at 6.30...i reached at 7...kar kit reached at 7.20...ming wen and cai yun reached at 8!!! wahaha...so everyone was late except lishi...hehe...then actually we wanted to watch be cool at 7.40 wan...but sold out... other movie also don have nice wan...so went to lido coz kar kit wanted to buy sake... then ming wen said watch movie at lido...so we went up...then decided to watch 9.45 house of fury...but sold out als0...zzzzz...so we went down to buy sake...then went to newton circus to chit chat...wahaha...today first time seeing cai yun in person... wah she really super fair...wahaha...then reached newton...chit chat until 10.40pm... then we went home coz ming wen and cai yun tomoro got work...overall today quite fun day...we talked alot of rubbish...especially me kar kit and ming wen...wahaha... next time hope to go there again with all my old buddies...wahaha...

cool day

2005-04-01T01:22:00.000-08:00

today morning i woke up at 8.30 am coz i needed to go hospital...but my appointment time was not so early so i watched soccer awhile...haha...then went to bed to relax again...then garvin suddenly sms me saying...hey morning, i heard from jane that u today going to buy guitar with us? then i was like...HUH??? haha...but since i was free i went to meet them after my appointment...they were late!!! haha...so we walked to swee lee at city hall...wah the shop was huge...we went there look see look see awhile we went to penisular...we went to see 3 guitar shops there...then when we were at the last guitar shop...garvin said that got one guitar there is cheap and good... is a good buy...so he played and shown us...wah really the guitar quite nice wan... then only $300...then garvin went to bargain with the uncle...buy everything...the bag lah tuner lah strings lah blah blah...altogether $407...the uncle said that's the best price...so me jane and don were thinking of whether to buy anot...so i said... we 3 all buy lah then $400 each...then uncle said ok...wahaha...so after some discussion...
we 3 bought the same guitar...same bag everything exactly the same...only the stripes diff colour...wah then don keep insisting he wants a black guitar...then everything also must be black...even the plastic bag...haha...so we ask him buy spray paint spray himself...haha...so jane were saying when she go to australia she play there then i play at japan and don at singapore...the joke of the day was that we named our guitar after buying it...mine is try again...jane's is jane junior...don is udon...wahaha... this is really the joke of the year...3 of us getting a congruent guitar...wahaha...but me and jane got to wait one month for the guitar to come...coz sold out liao...don got the last stock...after buying the guitar jane went to work...garvin went home first to meet his mum...hui shan...mum's fren and fats before meeting me at olive for dinner...so i followed don to olive...wah i waited there for like 1 hour...haha...garvin's mum's fren paid for us...wah i feel bad...haha...then after eating garvin's mum...her fren and hui shan went off...then me garvin and fats stayed there and chit chat...talk until the shop close...then we took the shuttle bus from labrador park to harbour front mrt...then took mrt home...wah today was long day...tomoro will be a long day again i guess... coz afternoon we going to play pool...after that donno what...haha...

restitching once again

2005-03-29T20:18:00.000-08:00

this morning woke up early and went to hospital with my mum...coz the doctor said he wants to discuss about my last treatment...then i was thinking...what's there to discuss about? haha...then went there...wah wait very long...coz got many patients... after waiting for about 1 hour...finally my turn...then the doctor told me that i got 3 choices for last treament...1st. normal chemotherapy...this has very low danger...but also less chance of success rate...which can cause the sickness to come back again in the future...2nd. high dose chemotherapy...slightly higher chance of danger and higher chance of complete cure...3rd. bone marrow transplant...if success then very high chance of full recovery...but 20-30% i may die...when i heard that i was like... ermmm...i don wanna die coz of treatment...haha...then he said since i don have siblings i can't have the 3rd choice but he just explained to us...so he recommended the high dose...which has higher chance of chemotherapy...then he showed me some statistics...percentages of being cured...then he told me this is based on many many people in many many clinics and hospitals...he said from his experience my percentage is rather high... coz my treatment has come very smoothly and he feel optimistic about me...so i thought maybe next week start treatment...but wah he said one more week of oral tablet and rest for donno how long and let's start in may... then i was like...wah rest so long...haha...he said july will be a good time to go back to sch...
i told him i have no sch to go so i'm free the whole year...he started laughing...wahaha
...i asked him when can i go back japan...he said 2nd week of june will be a good time coz end of may finish mah...then rest 1 week...then can go back lor...haha...after talking to doctor i had to restitch my tube there...coz only left one string and is risky...
then when sister tay(chief nurse of the clinic) took out the thing she said wah very red leh...inflame liao leh...then got one small piece of meat coming out lah...then when i heard that i shocked sia...haha...then when she clean the part wah very painful...she said this time she only can give me 2 stitches coz got inflammation... wah pain sia...then after that went to kuriya with my mum for lunch... wah long time never eat there liao...the food there is really nice...wahaha...then go down to isetan to buy something then took a cab home...reach home liao play game awhile then went to sleep...now i'm here updating...wahaha...everyday is soooooooo siannnnn...
nothing to do...haiz...

easter day

2005-03-27T23:24:00.000-08:00

last night and this morning i went to the indoor stadium to watch the easter service...wah the drama was very funny...wahaha...last night after the service tim q's dad came and drive us back...then i went to garvin's house to have dinner...but oh well...it was maggie mee...then after eating we chit chat awhile then went home...this morning woke up at 8am to go service again... then i reached at 9.30am wah many people liao...wahaha...but eventually managed to meet up with my cgm...then watched the drama again...and laughed again...wahaha...then after that went to millenia walk with my cgm for lunch...then went marina square with garvin,don,bro jared and leon to play pool...play awhile bro jared left...then play awhile more don went to work...so left me garvin and leon...after playing pool went to meet aunty jing and santy...sit down chit chat awhile then we went to garvin's place for dinner as mother cooking lobster...haha...but leon went home as he was only 12...wahaha...soon after we reached garvin's house alan came to give santy tuition...the dinner was nice...but portion abit too little...wahaha...then after that we played card game 24...wah we play until aunty jing fall asleep...then play for few hours we were so tired and all of us went home...now i'm doing nothing...just waiting for bolivia and argentina to start... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............

short day

2005-03-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

i woke up at 2.30pm today...haha...coz i last night slept at about 4am and suddenly woke up at 7.45am...then i lie down on my bed until about 10am...then i fell asleep again...wahaha...when i woke up i went tobrush my teeth and watch tv then play com awhile...then i realised that my mum was taking her nap...and also that my house have no food at all...so i went to amk to have my meal...the amk central duck rice is always delicious...wahaha...then i went to meet shao hua...then bought a packet of duck rice and newspaper for my mum...after i bought the newspaper and i walked off the man who were selling newspaper approached me and asked me some questions...
at first i heard..."did u came out from tv?" then i was like...huh? but i wasn't so sure what he was asking...and i was lazy to ask what he asked so i just said no...then his 2nd question i heard was "came out from prison?" again i couldn't hear properly so i just replied no...then he said ok nvm and walked off...then i was like...HUH???????
haha...maybe he is from some gang or what wan then ask me i know people from prison anot...but aiya who cares...wahaha...then i went home and slack all the way... today feel very tired coz not enough sleep...hopefully i can sleep well tonight...haha...

finally registered

2005-03-25T03:15:00.000-08:00

well...i think although i have nothing much to write i should atleast update my blog more frequently...haha...today was a long day...went to ministry of education with don to register for o levels...wah i finally realised that can register through internet only from their computers...no matter how many times i tried at home i still can't register through my computer...it's like so dumb...haha...when we were registering they keep on warning us that the information that we provide r correct lah this lah that lah...keep scaring us...haha...after that we took a cab down to olive to have lunch with garvin,fat sister and her fren...coz fat sister's fren wanted to work at olive...wah we reached there at 2pm...and left at about 6pm? haha...we also went for the tunnel tour...wah make me feel like working there as jap tour guide...haha...after that went to garvin's house...initially garvin and tim q were supposed to play bball...but in the end both lazy...haha...then tim q also came...we had super mini steak and chicken soup for dinner at garvin's house...after eating tim went to tpy to watch movie... me and garvin just slack...about 10 plus we went to buy movie tickets...12.30 hitch... then bought mac back for supper...haha...wah i can see garvin is really tired...haha... then about 12.25 went down to j8 to watch hitch...wah the show was really funny...haha...
i thought garvin would fall asleep but the show was too funny to fall asleep...and the 2 ladies sitting behind us were laughing like mad until the whole cinema could hear their laughter...was so sharp somemore...wahaha...now i'm home updating my blog...
i'm super tired...haha...now i'm gonna go to my dreamland...zzzzzzzzzz.............

boring week

2005-03-23T17:14:00.000-08:00

hmmm...i never update my blog for 1 week coz nothing really happened...so nothing to blog about...wahaha...last thursday i stayed at home...do nothing whole day... friday went to tm with melissa and shirleen to watch series of unfortunate events in the afternoon...wah the way melissa and shirleen buy chocolates very scary...haha... then after that went home and sleep...at night went bishan to watch hostage with garvin tim and don...saturday again...stayed at home and rot...sunday i went to boon lay coz garvin they all asked me to play the game...but half way i felt sick so i went home and sleep...monday AGAIN stayed at home...only went out to buy dinner in the evening...yesterday i went to hospital in the morning...after that meet garvin and don...went to park lane coz they wanted see guitar...after that went ps to eat at secret recipe...the food and the service sux...haha...then went bishan...then me and garvin chit chat awhile then went home...today actually go watch movie with garvin in the morning...but both of us were tired so in the end never go...i called the moe just now coz the website for registering for o level is still down...then the customer service person said they r calling people to repair the website...if by tonight still cannot pls come down to moe centre tomoro...haiz...so troublesom...wanted to go amk just now...but it started to rain so i decided to go later if the rain stop...haiz...everyday is so boring...haizzzzzzzzz...oh yah and i changed my colour of my text...does this looks better? easier to read? pls give me feed backs yah...wahaha...

end of radiotherapy...

2005-03-17T00:24:00.000-08:00

haha...well...today was my last day of my radiation therapy...so happy!!! no need to wake up early and get squeezed in the bus anymore!!! when my radiation therapy finished i asked my mask how? then the radiotherapist asked me wan bring home anot...then i said yah i want bring home as souvenier...wahaha...so she gave me a pastic bag and i took a cab home...it's so cool...wahaha...then when i reached home i slept immediately as i last night slept only for 3 hours plus...then i woke up at 1.30pm and went to bishan to meet tim q...then we went to eat then walk walk j8 awhile...after that went to bukit timah plaza to make his specs...from there went to dhoby ghaut to meet garvin...coz garvin wanted to see guitar at paradiz center...but the shop he wanted to go was closed...but we went into another guitar shop and wah the guitars there were so very cool...very very classy..
but the price also very cool...cheapest acoustic guitar is more then $1000...coz all r handmade wan...so neither garvin nor tim q were able to buy...so tim q just bought some wire...haha...garvin said he want to buy the cap which cost $28... then me and tim laughed at him...guess where we went after that? we went odyssey to play lan!!! and we play until forget time...play until about 10pm...haha then took mrt home...now so sian...so tired also...not enough sleep man...but nvm...tomoro i can sleep all i want!!! wahaha.....................

olive

2005-03-16T00:28:00.000-08:00

hmmm...it have been quite sometime since i last update...so i'm here to update... haha...well...after that incident with my father my life is quite ok coz i stopped
sitting his car...haha...but tiring part is that i must wake up 7.15 every morning to go hospital for my radiation therapy...but nvm...is so much better then seeing my father...and tomoro is the last day of my radiation therapy!!! so i don have to wake up early...wahaha...today i went to olive restaurant to eat with tim...coz today is garvin's last day working there...we had free drinks and 30% discount for food...and the food was nice!!! wahaha...the place is kinda cool...at night is candle light dinner...it was my first ever romantic candle light dinner but i can't believe was with tim q...wahaha...we reached there about 8...and left at 11...wahaha... then after that took mrt and went home...i'm so tired...tomoro have to wake up at 7.15 again...and 3.30am there is inter vs porto...donno want to watch anot... haha
...today supposedly have my chemotherapy also...but the doctor said my well has dried up...which i donno what he talking about...i think is inside my spine is dry lah...so cannot do chemotherapy...so nvm...next week then do...wahaha...after that the nurse said only need to lie down 2 hours...so i could leave the place at 2pm...then i fall asleep...then someone woke me up...guess who...was the doctor!!!
i was so surprised coz i thought was the nurse waking me up to tell me that i can go home...then got one man standing beside him...then the doctor said this man's son has exactly the same illness as u...can u show him the tube? then i showed the man lor...i was so blur sia...then later the nurse told me i can go home liao but she see me sleeping until so shiok she don wan wake me up...wahaha...so overall today was kinda tiring but quite fun day...wahaha...

sian...

2005-03-08T23:05:00.000-08:00

it have been few days since i last updated my blog...so i'm here updating it...so here's the recap of what happened to me in the past few days...last week i got back my o level result...as expected i flopped...but surprisingly i got d7 for my eng... i thought i will get e8 or f9...coz i anyhow wrote the compo and letter writing and only found few points for my summary...but well...maybe i was lucky...then wed i went to see doc...initially i'm supposed to have treatment on that day...but i had a bad flu and the doctor posponed it to monday..then i told sister tay(the chief nurse of that clinic) about my result...then she said..."nvm lah...got life...u can always try again"...i was encouraged by her this sentence...i thought "yah lah i can try again this year...study hard can liao"...then my mother also expected i fail liao...so she say nvm also...try again this year...so that week i stayed at home and rest...sunday since i got better i went to watch howl's moving castle with lishi... wah i finally found someone who eats slower then me man...wahaha...then monday my father drove me to hospital in the morning...he first asked me "so how was ur o level result?" i said i failed...then guess what he said "see lah never study lah...u 18 already...people finish a level u still stuck at o level...cannot even pass... u got think of ur future before anot...i wonder the way ur mother love u is correct anot...she so sui bian ofcourse u also sui bian...look at ur wallet...so fat...and look at ur table...so messy...how u study? obviously u don study at all...and it shows that u r irresponsible and untidy...u next time surely only can work as those people who use their strength...u go out and work everyone is better then u... u donno anything...only can use ur strength...working is hard...the job i have is very hard also...i want to rest...but u like this how can i rest? u better go to sch or something after u finish ur treatment..." yah so that was what he told me when we were on the way to hospital...i was like...what??? thanx so much for making me sick, nagging at me in that irritating tone of urs and spoiling my morning when i'm going to have 2 treatments that day...and u wonder the way my mother love me is correct or not? i'm sorry but that's the only love i received in my life so far... i don remember u caring about me when i was young like most family do... u never cared...what u did and doing now is supplying money most...my mother raised me up until now...not u!!! then when i'm sick now do u come home early to spend time with me? eat dinner with me? NO!!! the only time i remember seeing u is when u drive me to hospital before u go work...that's ALL!!! and u want me to sleep early? i'm awake when u come home so why don u come and tell me face to face? why must u always say to my mother and giving her so much stress? u r always like that...don say things to me straight...always say to my mum...is that what a father should do? i don remember u playing with me when i was kid...but i remember u hitting me with leather belt until my skin tear ok...don think i forget...and u had a chance to scold me or nag at me or regarding my lifestyle or studies everyday... why must u say it to me in the car? when i'm so sick...then scold me then shout at me or what lah...why must u nag in that sickening tone? it gives me stress lor... when i reach home on monday i told my mum about what my dad told me in the car...she was like...stunned...she was shocked that he will say that to me at this point of time...she even apologised to me of having such a dad...and not able to receive love and care from dad like other people do...see...that's the stress that he give to my mum...my dad makes me sian...he say until like this i don feel like studying anymore...when there's angel encouraging and devil discouraging people in the world...i'm sure he is the devil of my life...he cares about my studies coz his sibling's children studies very good...then i like this he pai seh...he only cares about his damn face...since u don really care for me from last time...then just leave me alone lah!!! and i'm so not gonna ride on ur car again...and this is my life i wanna do things i want...and i'm doing anything that is illegal...i don like to study...i have no interests in acadamic ways at all...initially i wanted to be an police officer...but need pest a or b...but since i got leukemia i think no hope liao... then i donno what to be in future...so izzit wrong for me to slowly find my way? i know education is important...but must i live the way u want me to? study hard get good results get into good campanies and earn money? u told me ur job place sux...then u last time study so hard now earning satisfactory amount of money but ur job place sux and u don like it...u like this happy with ur life anot? let me tell u...i'm gonna make my mother proud of me by doing things i want and getting the job i WANT...i don care how u feel...if i'm a disgrace to ur tan family... so be it...not my problem...ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

deep shit...

2005-03-01T23:19:00.000-08:00

today is the first day of my radiotherapy...supposedly start at 2pm...but morning they call me up say change time to 11.40...so i went down at 11.40 lor...then waited about 20mins...then wah went into the room came out in less then 10mins...haha..
went inside lie on the bed then they put my german shell on my face...then wah half of my nose were totally blocked...so i only had another nose to breathe coz my mouth was covered...i was struggling to breathe lor...haiz...luckily not my both nose blocked...after that went to paragon...ate noodles...that was my only meal for the day as i still don have appetite...haiz...after that went home...so tired...on my com and chat with shirleen and melissa awhile...then they both disappear le... so i went to my bed and lied down for donno how long...then i went to bath...while i was bathing my flam or nose liquid went into my mouth...then i spat it out...then wah got blood wan...so i was like...oh man...i think i may in deep shit man...so tomoro going to tell my doctor...hope i'm alright...i don wan anymore sickness liao man...haizzz...

still coughing...

2005-03-01T00:55:00.000-08:00

yesterday i didn't update was coz i had a very bad headache and some fever and really bad cough...i had no appetite for the whole day...so just ate porridge and some meat at night...then at night wanted to sleep early...but i couldn't coz i was coughing non stop...then i slept at 3 plus...woke up at 11.30 this morning...slack awhile then went sch to take my o level result...wah really hopeless...wahaha... but nvm lah expected liao...this year gonna work very hard...hehe...got to meet my old pals from sec sch...then after collecting my result went to bishan to chit chat... then after that went for a movie called hide and seek...wah not nice...i felt cheated
...haha...then went to pasta mania with boon yew and seng keong...after that chit chat awhile go home liao...today luckily i have no headache...only coughing like mad...hope by tomoro no more cough liao...wahaha...today saw rosalind...wah i never see her for like 1 year liao...haha...wah and she never change at all...still look as old as aunty...wahaha...

cough

2005-02-27T01:39:00.000-08:00

haiz...yesterday and today have been terrible days for me...i've been suffering from severe headache since yesterday afternoon due to flu, lack of sleep and side effect of my treatment...haizzz...really pain until cannot tahan wan...so i take 2 tablets of panadols whenever is painful...went to watch semi-finals of the b-division bball on friday...was great...initially i planned to go HMV to purchase a cd...but due to headache i went home just to take panadols...haiz...then waited for garvin to call...then met him outside braddell mac...then went down to khatib to rent car...garvin said a taxi driver told him that khatib rent car very cheap...the place name chang's car rental...then when we reach khatib we went to don's mother shop...then she treated us drink!!! how nice...so after that we went to search for the car rental shop...the only information we had was that it's located near macdonald's...but after 30 min of walking and asking people...there were no car rental shop at all!!! and guess what? we took a cab down back to bishan to rent a car from there...then garvin had a choice of 2 cars...mitsubishi lancer and a lousy toyota car...but he chose the lousy toyota car coz the person said mitsubishi car must wait for awhile...then wah when we got the car i felt like going home... haha..but too bad lah promised terence to go his birthday chalet...so garvin drove me to down town east to celebrate terence's birthday...we reached there at 10.40pm and everyone there was like scolding us for being so late...haha...then garvin gave an excuse saying lost our way...wahaha...so we wished terence happy birthday and we left the place at 11.10...haha...then 7 people squeezed into that small old car... luckily i was sitting infront...then sent jean to serangoon and natalie, clara and eng chan to woodlands...wah the travelling time was super long...then after sending everyone...me garvin and tim wan went to buy macdonalds and eat under tim wan's block...wah that was the time when my head started to hurt...even talking was hard for me...i after eating went home straight... luckily garvin drive me home...then when reach home i took 2 panadols and slept...today we were supposed to go to olive restaurant to have lunch...but in the end never...and garvin's mum invited me over to their house to have dinner... but i was too sick to go...haiz...only ate one meal today...a peanut pancake and chicken
...haiz...i feel so sick now...tomoro still must go church...i think i shall stop and sleep early...zzzzzzzz...

the mask...

2005-02-25T00:14:00.000-08:00

last night i tried to sleep early coz i wasn't feeling well...then when i was trying to sleep suddenly shirleen sms me...and that sms gave me a shock and i suddenly became so awake and i couldn't sleep until 4+.. :(...then i woke up at 7am coz i had to reach hospital by 8am...today is the day that they r making a german mask for me!!!so i reached hospital at exactly at 8am...and guess what...the clinic wasn't even open!!! then i sat outside the clinic for 10mins...then the nurse opened the door and asked me to wait somemore!!! so in the end the nurse started to explain to me about the mask and the treatment at about 8.30!!!haiz...then after that went to one special room to make my mask...then wah they made me lie on this bed which is so hard...then the shape of the pillow is so weird...and the nurse asked me to stay still...and she strepped my head so that i can't move a single inch!!!wah it was so tight until i had headache...then she put a melt plastic which was a little hot on my face so that they can make the shape correctly... wah then she really pressed on my face until i couldn't even open my eyes...then i only can breath through holes at my nose there...was so scary lor...thinking if the hole stuck i sure die of suffocation...then when they take out the plastic was kinda stuck on my face...so when she pulled my face was like been pulled to...haiz... then when she hardened the plastic she put on my face and was so tight!!! then must put for so long somemore...when i took off my nose was like numb!!! so the whole thing ended in about 1 hour...after that i went up to my clinic for my treatment... the IT...which requires me to lie on bed for 4 hours!!! but today i managed to sleep more then 4 hours!!! haha...coz last night i only slept for like 2 hours plus...then when i woke up the nurse told me that i can go off anytime i want...haha...i was like so blur...i think now i'm kinda sick...no appetite and have cough and soar throat...haiz...hopefully won't get worse...today was a boring day...haizzzzzz.......

4th cycle...

2005-02-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

today's the first day of my 4th cycle of treatment...i thought i'll be having 4 hours drip...then i can relax for that 4 hours...so i brought my comic to the clinic to read...and planned to sleep after reading awhile...BUT...the procedure of the treatment (which is they suck out my spinal fluid with a needle and inject some medicine into my spine)only took about 2 mins...then after that they told me to lie flat...and no pillow was allowed!!! so i just lie down flat...thought they r going to do some other treatment...then they asked me to stay in the position for 4 hours...in order for the medicine to flow to my brain...then to prevent severe headache...so i decided to sleep awhile...but the light was right on top of me and i'm facing directly towards the light...haizzz...then was so bright...couldn't sleep at first...then after awhile managed to sleep...wah i even dream lor...somemore the dream was about me lying down on hospital bed waiting to go home after the treatment!! wah was so lame lor...haha...then i slept about 2 hours plus...then stared at the roof for about 1 hour...then was about 12.30 and i thought i could go off at 1pm...but the nurse said i can only go off at 1.50pm!!! i was like shocked? then i plead the nurse to release me at 1.15 instead...and after some negotiation she allowed me :)...wah but my back was aching like donno what...after injecting my spine i must lie flat for 4 hours...haiz...even now still aching lor...then after that went bukit timah...then went to j8 and bought a new pair of running shoe!!! although i can't run now i will use it to run as soon as my treatment is over!!! which is soon!!! haha...then now waiting for champion's league to start...still got 2 hours...zzzzzz...feeling like sleeping...haha...ok lah nothing to write for today liao...wahahahahahahaha...

new cycle begins...

2005-02-22T01:14:00.000-08:00

today i went back to the hospital as my new cycle of treatment is starting...so went for blood test, then wah waited for donno how long...then the place super cold... i was shivering man...after that went up to the clinic...luckily today not so many people...so i didn't wait so long for my turn to see doctor...then the doctor said 2 more cycles and my long treatment is over!!! wahaha...than he told me this cycle is for my brain wan...then i was kinda stunned...was wondering what's my illness got to do with my brain...then he explained to me that my illness is hard to reach the brain but there is still a risk...so they want to clean my brain in order to reduce that risk to the minimum...then he said is radiotherapy on my head...said every treatment is about 5 mins...so i thought this cycle is going to be very easy... BUT...he told me that they r giving me 6 injections through my back bone so that they can prevent side effects...and that injection is 4 hours each...then i was like AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! so tomoro i'm going to the hodpital in the morning...before the clinic is open to do the injection...hopefully can catch some sleep there...haha
...and the troublesome part is that i must go down to cancer centre for my radiotherapy and my clinic for my chemotherapy...must go up and down...haiz...
then just now i went down to the cancer centre to talk to the radiotherapy doctor...wah then still must make a german mask for my face...don really know what's that though...then i saw a little girl in the reception room...she is very skinny...but the face is kinda swollen...so i know that she is the patient and not her parents...they were waiting for the nurse to call them...then the girl suddenly started tearing...when i saw her crying i felt so down...she's so small and she is suffering from some cancer...very poor thing...haizzzzzzz...hope she will be fine...
after talking to the doctor i rushed home to watch the nba all-star match...but by the time was already 3rd quarter...sob...after watching i went to bukit timah to watch bball tournament again...haha...tmoro i must wake up at 7.50am and go hospital for the 4 hour injection...siannn...hope time will pass fast for the next 3 weeks or so...haizzz...

teppan yaki

2005-02-21T00:56:00.000-08:00

today went to church in the morning...it has been like half a year since i last went to church...i feel good when i'm there...haha...met all those people from church that i never seen since last year...after the service went to sis ping ying's house to see her dog...wah her dog really white and cute man...then after that took a cab down to bishan ntuc and bought stuffs for teppan yaki at garvin's house...so me and dom went to garvin's house in the evening to eat teppan yaki...wah the food like very little but in the end couldn't finish the food...after eating we played a game called 24...the 2 losers clear up and the winner can slack...haha...so we played...actually i won in the 1st round liao...but the garvin bu gan yuan...so we played 2 more rounds...but in the end i won lor...wahahahahahaha...then after that garvin said let's play cards loser drink water...so he prepared 3 jugs of water, some soft drinks and a pot of green tea...we started around 9 and the rules was that we can't go to the toilet until we finish all the drinks...garvin ended up drinking more then 2 jugs of water and towards the end can see that garvin is very urgent to go toilet...wahaha...after finishing all the drinks me and dom thought we could go home...but garvin's granny refilled the water...so we started 2nd round...haha...in the end garvin lost again...wah was really a fun day man... hope can play the water game again with more people next time...wahahahahaha...

sian..

2005-02-19T12:11:00.000-08:00

wah today was a tiring day lor...my frens came to my house to watch vcd in the afternoon...then they were late!!! i went toa payoh to fetch them but they were super late!!! then while we were watching the vcd ming wen called me ask me go out...so me kar kit amos and ming wen went orchard...wah then the chingay people alot man...from orchard mrt to cine leisure was like journey to the west... then we went to eat yoshinoya...then after that amos pang seh us go watch soccer...so the rest of us went to newton circus to chit chat...wah then chit chat until 2.30am lor...then when i reach home around 3.15 i went to watch soccer... then now is 4.20 liao i still blogging...haha...and i have to wake up at 9.45 to go church...wah really tiring...wahaha...hope tomoro i can get a gooood rest man... have not been sleeping well lately...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

PEI ER!!!!!!!!

2005-02-19T01:50:00.000-08:00

hmm...since i never write anything yesterday...here's the recap from wed until today...wed i went to watch seoul raiders with ethel at yishun...wah frankly speaking the show sux...haha... then after that went to burgur king and makan...then went home...thursday went to watch tournament at bukit timah...then went j8 to buy some vcds...today actually going dinner with garvin at olive...but he pang seh me lor...in the end i must go out buy food to eat...haha...then went kinokuniya to buy weekly jump magazine...then went home...wah orchard there the number of people really scary man...wonder got what event...haha...then pei er helped me to do my blog skin!!! wah so grateful sia...haha...i really thank her alot man...wahaha...this blog is here coz of her...wahaha...

wahaha

2005-02-16T23:55:00.000-08:00

wah i didn't know that making a blog is so hard man...i wonder how those people create here create there wan...haizzz...now i'm struggling to post something lor...haizzzzzzzzzzz...hopefully it will turn out all rite lah...wahaha...

wahaha

chinese new year

can't sleep...so i updated...haha...

unbelievable!!!

got back my zen micro!

jap oral

red eye

SLIPKNOT!!!

hmmm...

sian...

hmmm...

i'm back!!!

i'm finally out...

drunk born dream dead

bone marrow harvesting

i'm so screwed!!!

bone marrow test

quite fun day

cool day

restitching once again

easter day

short day

finally registered

boring week

end of radiotherapy...

olive

sian...

deep shit...

still coughing...

*cough*

the mask...

4th cycle...

new cycle begins...

teppan yaki

sian..

PEI ER!!!!!!!!

wahaha

cough